Lost

Does anyone else feel lost?

Anyone?

I wake up every morning and rub crust out of my eye

Wondering again when will I make something of my life

I feel alone

Just surrounded by my doubts and creations

Feeling like a mute addressing the nation

I’m screaming for help

In a silent love language

I’ve been alone in my bed pillow talking with anguish

Someone help me find my back

I can’t be too far from when I lost me

Maybe between lost virginity and cartoons on WB

I was happy

Before I got that first check

Before money became the only way my value could reflect

Now in the mirror

I see this infinitely receding hairline

A constant reminder that I’m running out of time

Will Arrive?

Will I finally succeed?

I plead With God

The universe

Allah

I’m hoping somebody answers these prayers

I

I’ve been asking myself is this all life is meant to be

I wonder if anyone else feels lost like me

Lost in thought